“As soon as I feel we’re not aligned or we’re no longer on the same book, I’m pulling back, grabbing all my love and I’m not looking back, and in some way that’s what I did, I had to do it for me and also for you. Because obviously we weren’t aligned then and if we still aren’t, it just means we’re just meant for someone else. I want nothing but to see you win. I just want you to be happy and if it’s with someone else, who am I to stand in the way of you being with the love of your life. I don’t want to stand in the way of you and your happiness,’ she paused, looking up somehow thinking that by doing that her eyes would vacuum up the waterfall of tears about to flood down her face..“